i had a dream last night that i was at the beach and i looked down and was like, "oh my god i always forget i have two tattoos. there's the one of the dove and the one on my ankle..." and then steve-o walked up to me and i was like, "...and it's of your face." and i was so embarrassed ( Read more... )

life is so great. i am laying across the couch on my stomach while typing and watching the simpsons. it is so sunny out and really cold and it's so refreshing ( Read more... )

i can't do much right now and i shoudl really just go to sleep because i couldn;t possibly be more content right now. i can't even describe harry potter because my words would be so inadequate and could never begin to do it justice. i think i'm going to go see it again tomorrow ( Read more... )

although today i began questioning things in the back of my mind, i have done without that for a couple of weeks, or so. and it's been great. i meant to say this earlier, but i guess i just never got around to it. i want to record the fact that i feel good right now. i'm getting along great with tedd, i'm doing a lot of fun things, keeping busy ( Read more... )

party pictures!!! ( Read more... )

does anyone here knit? everytime i try, my rows keep getting wider and wider and i don't get what i'm doing wrong.

god the royal tenenbaums is such a good movie ( Read more... )

oh and thursday night, rachel, kol, and i cuddle in julie's bed. i love my apartment so much and my roommates even more.

well. a lot has kind of changed and then not this summer. and this is what i've learned mostly in the last few months: i am a BITCH. i don't step down, i am always ready to fight, i hold crazy grudges, and hardly ever forgive. man, do NOT get me mad at you, because you will regret it. I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE.

and yes, i have won every fight.

i think julie does not like me anymore. she loves jamey and he has taken my place. it sucks and makes me sad all the time, but i love hanging out with nicole more. last night she said i am her best friend. that was before we each drank a bottle of wine and threw up a lot.

i need to chill out with boys.