well. i have a new home. it is apartment 1030-5 eagle's landing. kent, ohio. it is pretty nice.

that's all.

i love tedd a lot and it still scares me.

i've never done anything like this before. don't read it, it's just really funny. ( Read more... )

it's kind of ironic how sometimes i look back at the worst times of my life and miss it terribly.

is the single greatest place that i have ever known. ( look: )

i am so excited about harry potter, but i can't even say anything to anyone because words can't even describe how excited i get. seriously, i'm a freak about it. i just never want harry potter out of my life!!!

oh and i'm also really excited for moving into our apartment and going back to school. i think i really love kent and i really love ohio and i love learning and i love college and i want to buy curtains and decorate my new room.

last night julie and i sat in my car for about an hour while i cried my eyes out and i wondered what the fuck is wrong with me. i'm so sick of not knowing. i'm so sick of how i deal with it. because it never works. i could probably be upset about everything in the world if i didn't try not to ( Read more... )

and i'm also really sick of the garfield kids/my ex-friends. with a few exceptions, they are so guitarded. they are heartless, rude, and ugly ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of feeling used. i'm so sick of the sadness being literally so heavy i can't stand and i have to hold my head in my hands.

i think i may ultimately die of disappointment.

my birthday party was really fun while it was happening, but now that i look back on it, there were a lot of things that happened that i kind of hate. so since i already don't remember too much of it, i don't think i'm going to try to ( Read more... )