I am just out of the hospital. And feel like I don't want to talk about my life anymore on LJ. Or at least not in this way I used to do it.

My 7 weeks of therapy have opened me again to myself, and made me more confident I think. I have hope ta see it improve my sense of relationships.

Anyway, I have taken time this morning to upload my productions ( Read more... )

En alerte,
Vêtue d'orange
Les jambes qui démangent,
Blanches.
Sous le feuillage
Des larges blanches,
L'univers,
Les nuages
Les yeux plein de rage
Gros jusqu'à dimanche
Etanches
Clignant en cadence
Elle a fait voeux de silence
Abonnée absente
Une fulgurance

During my first weeks at the hospital, an art therapy student was doing an internship, and she asked me if I'd like to join her workshops, a suggestion I answered positively.

Noticing my enthusiasm (which was a nice change from everyone else's scepticism), she spent a lot of time with me, in pair and one-to-one sessions.

I can't really decide which ( Read more... )

My computer is working so slow 'cause it's installing all updates it hasn't found for I haven't used it for a while, and moreover, since I lost my mobile hard drive, I had to upload all the pictures from photobucket onto it again, so well, I'll have to be a little patient, a quality I am trying to learn, especially in the hospital, from which I am ( Read more... )

Sorry for non-French-speaking people.

This I wrote yesterday night, mixed feelings from being out of the hospital, and having just learnt my brother and his wife are splitting. *sadness in my eyes and in my mind*

Un anniversaire comme un adieu
Un jour néfaste, mais radieux
Trois ans de bonheur,
Les yeux dans les yeux,
La tête sur le coeur
Et des ailes de ( Read more... )

I won't say I'm going with a light heart, but at least, I sort of know why. So there you go, I packed books and art stuff and am leaving my sweet appartment, to come back to it in a better mental and psychological health.
Dunno how long I'll be off. Doesn't mean I don't care about you.

Hopefully I'll have pure things in mind next time I post! And ( Read more... )

Dunno how much longer, but here you go, for the better:


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Basically I can be called to enter the hospital from next Monday on, depending on other patients leaving, and my rank on the waiting-list, which I don't know.

The appointment I had last Monday was akward, because clearly, the intern was not up on my case. So I got a bit stressed out and impatient. But  then it also had to do with th fact the service ( Read more... )

Last week was quite a heavy one.

I had a rather significant medical appointment on Tuesday, where I took the decision to spend some time over the summer in the hospital. I have a pre-admission appointment on Monday, to decide for a date,and hopefully to discuss objectives and length. It should be shorter than the first time I went, and definitely ( Read more... )

I finished my research work on Salome over the week-end, delivered it in my tutor's mail-box in Lille yesterday, as well as maling it to Paris to another professor who will be the second member of the jury when I present it next Wednesday.

I feel relieved though not really satisfied as I don't feel it's pure research work, but some compilation of ( Read more... )