People come and go through your life like changing seasons right ( Read more... )

After 14 months in Chicago, it is soon time to be back in Mexico.  I wouldn't say that I am excited for it ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I've written and I doubt no one is going to read this but I might as well throw some thoughts on here ( Read more... )

People were created to be loved
Things were created to be used
The reason why the world is in chaos
is because things are being loved
and people are being used.

Im better today.  Im good.  I dont have it that bad.  I'll be home in a week and things will be fine.  Others have it much worse off, so why stress.

I feel like shit still today.  Like I got punched in the fucking face.  Left hook to the mouth. I found out that I am going to Chicago, but a lot of the plans for me changed.  I dont know how long or for what type of work I will be in Chicago for.  I don't even care where I am.  I would rather be by myself again if I could be in America because Im ( Read more... )

How am I doing?  I dont know, I feel strange ( Read more... )

I am frustrated.  I feel like I am doing a lot and not getting anything in return.  I feel like people are quitting on me and that is disconcerting ( Read more... )

Today was something else.  I had heard two weeks ago from a Ford engineer that isn't related to my field, just a friend of mine, that my contract was working on being extended in Mexico.  I didn't know if he was messing with me or full of shit but today, my Ford Supervisor (who is not my boss) said that she had heard the same thing and it was just ( Read more... )

Why not indulge myself.  I've been thinking about myself for a while and made some interesting discoveries.  Might as well put them all down somewhere.

1) There was a three week stretch where I drank coffee every morning.  It was around April of this year.  I never drank it before and havent wanted it since.

2) I want to and will run a marathon next ( Read more... )