This isnt a life lesson ( Read more... )

Watching the streetlights flicker on ( Read more... )

i'm broken down. i roll the windows down, let my skin prickle and freeze and for a moment i feel young again. and you never answer my questions fully. and you always let me down. but yet i keep coming back. and so do you. i self destruct in the nighttime. i pick up the pieces in the morning, yet im always missing the essentials. and no one can see ( Read more... )

today i didn't think of you when the streetlight flickered on at the stop light where we waited so many times. i closed my eyes and heard the waves. i wished on unseen stars and changed the clock to 11:11. i didn't cry or wished you would of never came into my life, i just drove my car until i found someone else and smiled because life goes on with ( Read more... )

clean up your own regrets. he isn't, it's me, i'm the problem. im just cold and alone so im glad he stepped in to fix your mistakes. you're right i probably wouldn't understand. and it isn't the same town to me anymore, it never felt right here but now im just counting down the seconds until im free. where i can go and sit on the beach and feel ( Read more... )

I dont think I can do this. My hands are shaking, heart racing and when I look in the mirror I don't see myself anymore. The waves usually wash away every fear, insecurity, every little pain but not this time. Is it fair that some people just never get the right messages, that I'm always the bridesmaid but never the bride, or that I miss ( Read more... )

i am so aware of who we are and all the commotion we cause when we're together. i listened to your heartbeat, thats how i know how much i get to you. and i can catch every glance you send when you dont think im watching and all the smiles to yourself. lets quit pretending this doesn't mean anything to us. my neck is bruised in spots and i have this ( Read more... )

will you hold my hand and walk with me to the nighttimes embrace? i can't live without a sense of being and im slowly dying in this place. sometimes when im with you i feel as though all the mixtures of emotions stirring within me could explode. together we will face the unknown, but seperated we are alone, and afraid. dysfunctional and jaded. " ( Read more... )

tell them i meant to say goodbye, but they were asleep. and if this is caring i would hate to see apathy. see beauty in a flashing traffic light. wrap your arms around someones neck and make them know you wouldnt want to be anywhere in the world but with them right then. dance to bad jazz and sing really loud pop songs. because it might be gone one ( Read more... )

it feels like fall and my hair gets darker everyday. and i remember how every weekend was ours and together we waged war against this town. it was fireworks and rain. and then one day i woke to see that fall had transitioned into late winter and there were no more fireworks, nor rain. just icy streets and snow hidden cars. and thats when we both ( Read more... )