and im not so sure anymore of where i stand because the ground isnt as stable as it has been. but when i see the reflection of the headlights on the street befote me my eyes light up and i know youre close, youre coming again. so one more time ill stand before you, and one more time i slowly turn back around and face reality.

i am everything you ever thought you wouldnt be. and youre everything i wanted to be. my head is heavy and my heart is aching but deep inside my soul i feel a warmness coming from somewhere. phone calls and long distance drives.i wish more than anything you were here by my side. streetlights and cars, i feel like a loaded gun. i am a loaded gun. ( Read more... )

i would write you every simple word if it would get the message to you any clearer. im lost in translation, and youre never going to show. secrets keep friends, but by the smile on your face you havent figured that one out yet. and im shivering in ninty degree heat.

i am a test.
this is a test.
i hate this.

"im surprised you answered." no kidding, me too. i guess its because i've already forgiven you, i just haven't forgotten you yet. i stood outside contemplating if i wanted to drive the next town to tell you i loved you or if i hated you.its a mixture of both. im horrible with words, but im good at making you upset. "youre good at setting traps." ( Read more... )