I sit here with a glass of wine...maybe the only thing that makes sense...drink it.. stop thinking...a vacation in a glass...a way to not deal so that you can deal...so useful but so easy to abuse. I don't know anymore...i really don't... i can get everything situated in my life...to the best of my ability but i am back to feeling guilty...guilty ( Read more... )

its all very confusing.

I am the outcast of the outcast...I fit in with no one...i am permanently alienated.

I just ran over a cat...i've been crying....if anyone has a question as to why the fuck i am a vegetarian or think its stupid. FUCK YOU....

i am tired of feeling guilty

i don't know whats going on...everytime i try to fix something it crumbles in my hands...i have lost it....i don't know who i am i don't know who everyone else is...i try to figure it try to make sense of it all take a little time to just breath and it all just blows up more...now i know i have plenty in the wrong with everything around me but...i ( Read more... )

its not possible..so much pain in every single person yet society learned to brush it under a carpet...well we are supposed to pretend to see the mountain underneath..i am done...everday ....its getting worse and worse and worse....every minute...every word said to me....every feeling felt......after being so ..happy...so..content for so long....i ( Read more... )

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curls long face that smiles and its happiness reflects in the eyes of everyone near....want to be near....risk being far..danger scared....i want my brain to think so loudly that what is inside spews out to those around...no need for words just that feeling that flows from the very deepest part. bruises from my own fist without lifting a hand...the ( Read more... )

Have you ever just sat around and wanted to slid down a power line. Or have super powers. Or do something to help the word. I know someone who has. They think things like this all the time...Picturing amazing things happening or a way to help the world...or just solve all theproblems around him. He pictures this because he is nothing special..Or ( Read more... )