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every year . . . around christmas . . . i make the plans to get everything together on time. no procrastinating. i always end up screwed. i waited too long to get the shopping done. i waited too long and now every store within a 100-mile radius of me is sold out of tape. yeah. not this year, baby. i have got this shit on lockdown! woooooooooooot. ( Read more... )

the mind is its own place, and in itself
can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven

only when he is near, can i breathe with ease.
otherwise?
it's a struggle to inhale
the air thick
intrusive to my lungs.
my heart beating slowly
so lonely
so lonely
i wonder if he knows
how much i love him
want him
need him
need him
need him

at what point did i fall for you ( Read more... )

. . . damn. they're running amok. i am running circles inside my own mind. something is wrong here.

Merry Christmas!

something's wrong
i have no heat
i can hardly
feel my feet

thanks to ninjabob42, ( my boredom was cured )

i was bored, so i ( fucked around a bit. )

I have a maker ( Read more... )