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Heh
Well only a few more months left and my wife and I will be divorced. Though what I've been hearing from a few people is that the divorce won't be finalized for another year because she is going through this company that does them for free. Sooooo we'll see. I'm pretty sure once the 6 month period is up though I can file and get the paperwork with ( Read more... ) -
The writing bug
So I've been tossing around this idea for a story. Basically this person dies and is brought to a place (like heaven, but not exactly... no God, but there are angels and souls of the dead, both evil and good). When this person gets there they find out that they are the next candidate for being changed into a new angel... but not just any angel. ( Read more... ) -
Wedding ring
So I've noticed over the last couple of days that Tiffany has not been wearing her wedding ring. Especially when she is out with a friend of her's. This friend has been hanging out with guy friends who are apparently going to be shipping out soon and has been bringing Tiffany along with her. A couple of nights ago they supposedly went to go pick ( Read more... ) -
I am
I am a failure. That's what I am. I'm failing at life. I've failed my friends and my family. I feel crushed, alone and alienated among everyone. This is hard. I keep freaking out. I'm breaking apart. It's like how I felt when I was younger, right before I would go off the edge. I'm hanging now. My serenity is being forcefully held in check ( Read more... ) -
The Angel
An angel walks slowly, sad, and confused. He isn't sure why. An angel walks alone and greiving. He isn't sure why. Life as he knows it feels like it has turned upside down. He isn't sure why. He's frustrated. He isn't sure why. The sun only hurts his eyes. He isn't sure why. Silence is frightening. He isn't sure why. Large groups are ( Read more... ) -
Dream
I had a dream last night about an ex girlfriend. She seemed sad. I walked up to her and said "HEY! Long time no see! I heard you got married. Congrats! I just got married myself." She just seemed so distant. She gave me a hug, her eyes though. I've only seen her eyes look that cold once and that was when I saw her one day after she broke ( Read more... ) -
*sigh*
I feel so empty right now. I dunno. I feel like I need to do something with my hands. Drawing, writing, composing music. Anything. I'm not sure what I want to do. Just empty. I feel like yelling my head off because I'm so frustrated. I'm so bored. -
Ugh
I need a new job. My current job is just getting too much to handle. Every time I turn around I'm getting yelled at for something. A lot I didn't even do. Anyone know of any good entry level jobs? I'm great with computers. I don't have any certifications, though I am working on them. -
Wow... It's been awhile
OK. So I'm married now. Not much difference. She just has my last name now. We still get on each others nerves, but that's normal. I've been reading a crap load of books. Trying to catch up on stuff. Our internet was out for about a week cause Verizon got our address mixed up with someone else and thus confusing our line with the other ( Read more... )