I would have to say the top 3 stressors in my life are... well one stressor is definitely all of my past debt. It seems insurmountable at times. It has been years since I made a stab at it and now I'm being forced to with the impending threat of wage garnishment. As I'm slowly trying to pay these debts off, I have the lingering fear that at any ( Read more... )

So my health insurer through work has a comprensive wellness website that involves journaling, planning, etc to help with partner health and whatnot. So I'll give it a shot and see how it goes. The 2 programs I enrolled in are for nutrition and stress managment. Here goes something... (-8

So today was eventful ( Read more... )

What is lonelieness but the awareness of being alone that we carry with us in a heavy burlap rucksack slung about the shoulder but never quite hanging comfortably ( Read more... )

With a strong background in anatomy, physiology, biology, etc it's rare that I am ever disturbed by anything that happens to the body. On the contrary I usually find it interesting. It's been a while since I've cooked with fresh ginger and couldn't recall if you skin it first or not. I did a search and read several pages and only 1 lead me to the ( Read more... )

It's 60 degrees outside so I opened all the windows. I've been sitting here sad and depressed and pretty cold inside as the strong winds blow around my apartment and blow things off my desk and I sat there doing nothing starting at my desk being tusseled about. I walk away from my myspace knowing there are two friends who read every thought, every ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I wrote anything really meaningful either here or on myspace ( Read more... )

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

So there was this incident at work... I tried to arrange for people to get together outside of work and a very insecure lesbian couldn't handle herself when I invited someone straight with and blew up at the two of us. Workers and customers were offended and when I vented to a co-worker about it later, it became a harassment issue. The details are ( Read more... )

If you've ever had them, you know how irritating grain beetles can be... >.< Time to do some major cleaning and food disposal... Had this happen 2 years ago. This really sucks... So in addition to the re-infestation of beetles. There is a swarm of fruit flies / gnats / flying fuckers that like bananas around because my mom decided to buy a bunch of ( Read more... )