No one reads this journal anymore, but this is being said anyways, since this part of the web was such a big part of his life for a long time. It will stay up as a reminder of a very dark time that had to be clawed out of a decade ago. The person known as Paul has been fading out of existence for the past six months and will cease to exist in the ( Read more... )

The plight of our military men and women finally hit close to home today when I learned that a guy I went to school with committed suicide. His name was Nick, and he had been serving in the Marine Corps the last couple of years. I don't know much on his motivation, but mental stress could come in many forms when you are in the military. His unit ( Read more... )

I have found what I want to do for Halloween this year... http://www.costumeloft.com/gallery/gallery_categories/category_uniforms.htmRead more... )

My first thought about the disaster that befell Virgina Tech was initially shock and horror (since I am currently going to college on an unfamiliar campus), but as the days progressed, the media grew raucous and unhinged. I have never seen a story so immediately turned on its heels and made a spectacle out of misery like this one... wait, that's ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of making a movie, or at least a very low-budget one. I think I eventually want to make a screenplay for some that I know I wouldn't have the budget to make into a real movie ( Read more... )

I am not going to suffer any more righteous indignation for which Wal-Mart reaps the benefits and I get nothing but stress migraines. Fuck them, I've had it.

Whatever.

There is hope on the horizon... like a giant yellow orb ready to envelope every living ounce of sky... Think Alpacas. Cute, fuzzy, adorable fucking Alpacas.

I believe so. I'm pissed off right now at how Israel (once again) overdoes its military option and has started blowing the crap out of Lebanon. This latest flareup of violence started after a tit-for-tat exchange accidentally resulted in the Israeli navy bombarding a beach on the Gaza Strip and killing a dozen civilians. With no apology, ( Read more... )

The other day, out of amusement, I looked up some friends of mine on MySpace.com. For those of you that have not progressed beyond LJ, its a glorified version of the same. Anyways, I found some old high school friends, who naturally linked themselves to every person they've ever known, who in turn continue the process until you discover someone ( Read more... )

Is it me, or are the messages on AIM and my cell phone getting shorter? Are the days growing shorter and are the winds getting colder? Am I losing contact faster than I can make a buck here or there? Do I even know your name anymore, your face, your family and our history? Do I even know why I'm struggling as hard as I am, or what is so wrong ( Read more... )

Given my ultimatum in my previous entry, I would rather not be here under the circumstances. I have complained in the past that the majority of the people who write countless hours of mindless psychobabble are people desperate to be heard but to poor to afford counseling. But who am I to act so arrogant in front of everyone, because I am right ( Read more... )