Going back to work at the hospital today. Not looking forward to it at all...parents think I went back yesterday but I couldnt be arsed with that... not after the funeral so I phoned in the Friday to let them know. I'm going to have to start back sooner or later anyway so I guess its good I'm going today. I just hate when people ask me how I am or ( Read more... )

Took the rest of the week off work :) well Wednesday, Thursday and Friday ( Read more... )

Was so dreading work this morning. I went in and right away from the second I walked in that door I knew I couldn't hack it, and I was right. I tried to talk away to the residents but it wasn't for happening, all I could think was wtf was I doing there, I knew I wasnt ready for going back to work, but at least I tried I guess. My dad had came to ( Read more... )

What a shite easter. My grandparents came up for dinner. I couldnt even sit in the dining room with them :( I tried, I did. It was just so hard to face them. I just ate what I managed of my dinner in my room where I have spent the whole day :( its all too much. Wee Emma made me a really sweet wee pic of the Bo :) it made me smile deep inside but ( Read more... )

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OH EM GEE almost Easter already =O not that ne thing exciting is happening =( I'm gonna be stuck working like =( boo! Goin out to the cinema tonight though, then tomorrow night, think we're going out in wishae =D finally get a wee night oot wae Sarah too, yay ^_^ Dunno where we'll end up... another drunken night at the Malt XD anything but Girdies ( Read more... )

OMFGGGGGGGGGG I'M GOING TO SEE FUCKING METALLICA ( Read more... )

Finally set my date for my Theory Test - 18th of April, 8.30 AM! Grrrr sooo early innit!! But tis all they had... so has to do =( I'm so not gonna be awake at that time, so looks like it'll be early night on the Tuesday night and early rise on the Wednesday for a wee quick swatch over my notes n stuff. Just can't wait to get this over n done wae, ( Read more... )

Not long back from my "training" thingy at the Hospital! Load of balls so it was!!! I rest my case! It was basically about how to talk and communicate with our "customers" haha bear in mind all we are doing there is cleaning! "now I know when you are working you can't put all your things down and have a chat but you can always have a nice wee chat ( Read more... )

OOoOoOoOH KNOEEEs! I'm going to the hospital just shortly to get either blood taken or another jag >__________< I'm hopeing to fuck its just another jag! I'm DREADING getting blood taken! This has been like one of my major fears since, fucking EVER! AHHHH!!!!! =( So far I've had about 3 jabs in total, for working in the hospital - Heb B, bleh loada ( Read more... )