yesterday i didn't want to deal with it ( Read more... )

Joshua Thomas Frutchey i miss you.
Everything i do is for you.
You were the best friend i could ever have.
i am SO mad at you.
i love you so much.

Please watch over me. Now it's my turn.

six months.

save me.

the 5th is six months and i cannot handle the thought.
i simply cannot handle it.

i need you so bad.

i have reread my recent entries and i sound depressed. sad. lonely ( Read more... )

your best friend is supposed to be there to push you down the aisle when you get cold feet ( Read more... )

i'm still missing you.
this shit sucks.
i hate it.
come home.

i am missing you so bad.
this hurts too much and it doesn't ever get better.
why dont i get our moment in time?
i want to almost hear your voice again.

i used to be ambitious. motivated. i strived to reach all my goals.
and i accomplished them exceedingly well.

now that i've reached them all, and you're not here to celebrate with me,
i cant get my ambitions together. i dont know what to strive for next.

come back. you helped me more than you know.
i miss you.
i love you. always.

not thinking about you makes it easier ( Read more... )