im out ( Read more... )

lol i've been using that term for a while now. anyway, work is a pain in the ass but i do proceed to bust my ass and move on in work and life. i've just about given up on girls all together now. work pisses me off, and there running out of time. if i dont get the promotion the first try they can eat a dick and chew on a brick cause i will work for ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been tough, so much stress baring down on me its almost unreal. my time of days of have become filled with yet more work i get myself involved into with family. ive been doing good somedays and others i just cant handle to the point of walking out on my life. i bust my tail at work and try as hard as i can to get somewhere. ( Read more... )

this is all i got to say ( Read more... )

here is what ive come up with as of now ( Read more... )

wow, i cant wait to get the fuck up there. people to see and drugs to pick up. and area to get me to hate it again, then i will be content in comming back down here for like half a year. maybe longer... seems as if all the people i knew are either disapearing or aquiring the uncommon occurance of amnesia. well at least there are 3 people up there ( Read more... )

ive been busting my ass recently... i have been slowly bah, quickly learning how to use the genesis system at work for selling... ive been so far on fire with still no wheel deals so far. i have highest in labor, certs and climbing the sales chart!. i hope to reach this full time position soon or i will croak. i hope all you peoples are doing well ( Read more... )

Just like I said, there is a begining and end to everything and like I wrote this chapter is over. I think its time I fade to the dark and see my rebirth as a human. Change myself again. Be even better then before. Tell me, why the fuck is it that a girl so wants to get in my pants but shes got a man? What the fuck is up with that?? Why the fuck ( Read more... )

Wow what a weird couple of days... Sorry its been so long... Just been real busy with work and shit. Gettin dope ass 350-400 dollar pay checks which might not be much to many up there but down here the cost of living is much lower so they say. I been makin 12 and hour. Recently I've been feeling a bit unattractive but things might be makin a change ( Read more... )

oh yes, this is almost perfect. I met someone online but i dont know what to think. she lives around me somewhere and i need to meet her. i have been in contact with her and she says she loves my smile and my mind. she thinks im really sweet and really wants to know me better. she is a model for billibong and also sponsored by them. I HOPE TO GOD ( Read more... )