gettin better... got to play some pool. got my 3rd check. 388 dollars for one week. i cant complain. things are getting better slowly but i'm starting to feel unattractive. my void will be filled even if its a pillow! I love you all and take care! BEST WISHES BE WITH YOU!

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Chris

well that wasnt that bad... i got lots of shit i wanted the only thing that went wrong was that my brother "FORGOT" one of my gifts... MY MAIN GIFT... at my sister in laws moms house... so i dont know what the fuck that is. I got my 200GB HD and.... demetydrine... got some bawls..... got a pool cue ball that teaches you "english" for pool... i got ( Read more... )

what in the fuck man, can this get any worse? i mean im no so upset in the manner of crying but shit is really starting to piss me off. i called my bank today and bitched them out and they release $100 to me of which is fucking mine in the first place. so i get that. i dont get off work until 730 tonight. i get home at like 810~ and pass out on the ( Read more... )

all i gotta say right this fucking minite is OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD! Theres too much to talk about right this second and im not ready to yet. im so fucking pissed right now its not even funny. i got into a fight with my cell phone and every little thing that is just a little irritating or acting like shit i unleash on. my cell got a crack in it now ( Read more... )

oh snap. yet another busy day at work. no tip again, worked from 8 to 6:45 with about a 1hr lunch. yay what a day. anyway im on my way tomorrow you bitches. hit me up on my cell y0 472-7336. yea cup areacode. peace out yallz. i got one half day ahead then im on my phat trip. maybe i can finally get away and see my friends for one day. meet people i ( Read more... )

i know what you all say and thank you, i know you are right in most ways. the thing is i just wish things would stop going downhill. i thought it was gettin better. i was supposed to meet up with Zach from down here tonight, because he flaked last night. i talk to him and hes tellin me he's in L.A. and will be back by 10:00pm. ummm, he lied and ( Read more... )

thats correct, the answer is "no" i feel like piss death. i can't begin to express how depressed i feel at this point in time. i thought it was bad enough that i miss my friends from up north but now that the ones i had down here moved away, i feel this empty void. i feel more lonely that ever before. all i can do is sit here and bust my ass for ( Read more... )

oh yeah, today is friday and last day of my slave driven work. i get the weekend kinda cept the fact of being controlled and made me feel like i HAD to do car work. like it was my duty. im just gonna ignore it all. stay up late and ignore this fucking shit. just thinking about it makes me want to hit something. i dont care if he wont talk to me ( Read more... )

Oh yea, what the heck is going on. I am really pissed at myself for filling my day off this weekend with fucking plans. I have been looking forward to this for over a week now. Now I ruined it with yet even more fucking work. Sometimes I just feel like punching myself in the face, but I know thats not going to get me anywhere. Maybe this time but ( Read more... )

yea, i go to sleep now, im working again at America's Tire Company. Woohoo! Im sore and tired. Sleepy time and work for another full day until sunday when i get to study all day for my CCNA (Cisco Certified Network Assosiate) so yeah, im busy for now. Once i get my CCNA i will get my new job at NHR for short and make some real cash! Who said my ( Read more... )