im thankful for a couple of different things today. im happy that i woke up before 12:00pm for once. the other thing is that i get to drive my ass over 100 miles round trip to go fill out the rest of my paperwork so i can start working again this wed! make money for gifts for christmas, after that money for my mothers b-day. when thats taken care ( Read more... )

Yap another day in hell yay! Why is it that I can only prove myself right? I hear something and its only reaction to voice what I think is right as advice, they dont believe or consider and then in the end they think "How did you know?" all I can say to that is I am a smart cookie, I know somethings I shouldn't. I noticed one thing though, I'm so ( Read more... )

hello, i just thought i should write a little but i really dont care to, life sucks my ass i hate it. i hate everyone for what they are and how they act. i really try to be nice, curtious, respectful, comforting, and just plain great, but no i just get stomped out. i dont know, i hate this place i hate my past i hate my present. my future is ( Read more... )

Hey all you peeps! Been a long time now and I thought it would be a great idea to not promise that I will start writing everyday but that I will this once and hope to more as time goes on. I have recently moved to Oxnard and its wonderful. I sure do miss all my friends up north and locations but I seem to hang on to this area more. After moving it ( Read more... )

I honestly thought it would never end, but I was mistaken. It has been made offical by Jessica that she broke up with me early Sunday morning. The relationship had begun 05-18-01 ending 04-27-03. I thought it would never end but now it has. This is hard for me as is anyone who had a real relationship and after years split up. I can't type anymore

Holy sit. Dis be bad sit. Anywho, I've been working like a mad man! I've been having my ups and downs but tonight was a special fucking night. I haven't felt like this for YEARS! For all of you who think I was in a good mood need to take a reality check. Why is it that everyone I know thinks that there childhood was a rough one and you tell them ( Read more... )

Here is my first journal entry in this account since someone fuct up my old one, i had to make a new one and thank you Rylissa for the code. Well I will get back to you all soon! Take care peeps!

Chris