letting my nails breathe and grow ( Read more... )

All the new thinking is about loss ( Read more... )

i really like hanging out with the metal kids because its not pretentious like the radio station and i don't feel like i have to act a certain way around them. kinda in love with the haik brothers. last night at fe for cinco, ryan and i were just being crazy and stomping david-style and banging on the bar and yelling. i like that they don't fault ( Read more... )

you are alive, alive exactly, and it means nothing to you--much to me. you are a cat--you cannot understand--you are a cat so easily. your nature is not something you must rise to.

i am trying to figure myself out and i know that i have been making a lot of missteps, but i guess that comes with the territory. i know that i put a lot of myself to the side because i thought it was the thing to do. i have always wanted everyone to like me, i have always sought approval, but today i throw that out and allow myself to be reckless ( Read more... )

i happen to like the DC scene ( Read more... )

practiced music for a while with pat last night. he wrote a riff that i really love, but my perfectionist brain can't think of a melody or lyrics that would fit just right. i guess it's a lesson in being less uppity. like my vocal coach said BREATHE, haha. my plan [if i ever get any time] is to make a list of my favorite lyrics, lines, voices, ( Read more... )

a weekend of complete crazyness.

SATURDAY:
drink: wine

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I was feeling weirdly detached from the hip-hop world when a series of events intervened:
*vh1 documentaries on the 80's and 90's players.
*a long heart to heart with lee majors aka cluck-u pac [we have mutual love].
*and dancing on stage with the one and only pretty toney, ghostface killah.

this weekend was amazing: FIVES at college perk, ( Read more... )