going to prom with Justin today and he's being an ass about the whole thing. I fully understand that it is his senior ball, and that I will have my own, but that doesn't mean he can tell me what to do with my hair. It does not really truelly affect him. He may consider one thing prettier than another, but he can live with it if I pick the style ( Read more... )

Haha. We had that Day of Silence today and it was great. Things went over very well and we had lots of people participating. Granted the "truth" trucks came, but you know what? they were civil and things went over well. Little bit of herassment, but nothing as bad as last year that I've heard of yet. Over all I had a lot of fun. Had one ( Read more... )

There are so many things I should be doing right now that I'm just not. First among them is research for extemp. I'm usually instantaniosly captivated by the political goings on of the world and all the news events, but for some reason today I can't bring myself to care about new policies or stupid settlements. And I should get some sleep ( Read more... )

I don't know how to function right now. I think he broke up with me. I don't know. I don't want to. I feel lost and sick to my stomach. I'm stunned and don't know what to do about it.

well seeing as I'm not really very christian and honestly don't know what easter is supposed to be celebrating, I had a pretty good one. Hid eggs for younger siblings and cousins, told stories with my grandpa and then we all sat around and played cards. So it was cool. Wish the rest of my life went to smoothly. Doesn't seem like anything has ( Read more... )

As I cast about my looking for some source of mental stimulation several things keep tubmling through my head. i don't think thoughts flow or run through my head, they tumble. They creep in and jump around rolling this way and that making sure i never see them the same way twice. Yeah well anyways. I can't help but go over the conversation ( Read more... )

Yeah so then. I think I'l be using this as my forum tonight. Something very scary happened to me today: I signed on and no on was on msn, or yahoo, and only one was on aim. I thought that was scarry. It's the evening... did every one get lives and forget to tell me ( Read more... )

Yeah so there's a lot going on with the GSA lately and trying to get a damn poster up. Stupid people it's not that big of a deal, there's no reason why it shouldn't be put up, other then our principal isn't seing eye-to-eye with us. So we're going to the superintendant about it. *sighs*. Work isn't fun I've decided. Had a cool day with my dad ( Read more... )

Had a speech and debate tournament this weekend. It was state quals. I took 1st in extemp. my first 1st ever. I took 3rd in impromptu. I AM GOING TO STATE!!! I am incredibly hyper now that I have had to be 100% prefessional for the last 2 days. Learned the most awesome game today: bang-ow. I love today!!!

what do you do when a wound goes so deep you can't even express it's pain? I'm at a loss for words to describe my situation and no where to turn. *sighs* I don't want it to be this way.