Today I got up late to go to work. put on my wig. put on make up. work red and black on founders day even though i didn't mean to. started listening to my mp3 player again. eminem's new cd is amazing! paid my mom back for the hotel. (san fran) moose fell off the arm of the couch whilst sleeping. ordered sushi from wild wasabi. got a cupcake (red ( Read more... )

I'm back and better than before...

I'm Sorry by Brandi Lewis

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are
or what you do.
I'm sorry,
I can't help myself
cause I'm in love with you.

Augustine...
Seth...

Why am I so hopeless and lonely?

Let's see. i'm sick and i broke down and went to the doctor. i'm tired...

i've been thinking a lot about myself and i'm not always happy with what i've become. i wish i was a better version of myself, but the fact of the matter is i don't know how to get there. it's sad to say, but i don't ever think i will. i'm not sure how to take the time to evolve and grow. why don't i think? why don't i analyze? why doesn't my brain ( Read more... )

With all this talk about LJ between Thomas and I, I thought that I would make an entry on this momentous occasion. Thomas and I went out on our first official date today! We went to Rusan's for lunch and then ventured to a few thrift stores. I spent a little money and got some cool stuff. We came back to my place and watched TV and then played some ( Read more... )

I suggested lunch today with Preston. Of course I through in a line about not being able to go to lunch with the ladies, therefore making him a consolation lunch break. but he didn't seem to mind. Lunch wasn't awkward at all, I just cracked my jokes as usual, and we laughed. he freakin' checked out everything walking on two legs. it's alright ( Read more... )

Today is going alright so far. I woke up early in the morning to do my relaxer. In the process of doing so, I realized that I can’t go cheap on the relaxers. Never again will I go for African pride. I mean, I’m African right? So shouldn’t I patronize products that showcase “African pride”? I believe I’ve got a good case here. Anyway, the stuff ( Read more... )

Long time, no see!

i havent really thought about writing in here lately. i don't really know why i am now. i guess that there are alot of things that should have been said over the past months. i just haven't been strong enough to put them down. etch them into eternity. write it all out. i told myself to write everyday. to make a scence to spell it out. i'm just too ( Read more... )