not much to say today. i'd like write here every day. hopefully, i'll keep it up. i went to work today. it was pretty uneventful. i worked 49 hours and 5 minutes this last week. i need to calculate home much i'll make on the 'ol paycheck. i'll be glad when my stepmom is gone. i guess. i just wished that she would act nicely. just not so psycho. i ( Read more... )

blah, i don't "blog". i think i should. maybe i don't because i can't stand the word blog. nah, that's not it. it'd be funny if it were the reason. my stomach is full of a large submarine sandwich. i guess i can't call it that since it wasn't in the shape of a submarine. if you recal, submaries are rectangluar. the sandwich i ate was fairly ( Read more... )

*sigh*

i'm not very comfortable writing in my journal. i'm going to do it more often. i'm going to try. there are alot of things that i should have said over these last two months but i haven't because i haven't been thinking. i haven't allowed myself to be pissed off by anyone. no highs or lows....just neutral...

How do you define sexual satisfaction?
What do you need to feel like a good partner?
What is most important to you when it comes to intimacy?

it's funny the things that inspire to post.

man, in feb '04, i was a journalin' fool...i should start that up again. i don't write when i should, at least when i think that i should. poetry is not coming...i can't force it. i can only write when i'm emotional...which i am not right now, not usually for that matter. i dunno, being in the middle is not always such a good thing. especially when ( Read more... )

I hate writing poetry on the drop of a hat....blah.

it's funny the things that make you post.

i like jacob...a bunch.
but mainly as a friend
i should call him.
yes, i should.
i don't like playing games
but it's a nice safeguard
from getting hurt.
ah, i haven't typed this
much in a while
it feels really good.

being single is not the end of the world
it would be nice to be in a relationship, but, it's not necessary.
i don't have to...well, maybe i do.

not a whole lot to say, but i thought i'd say something ( Read more... )