wow.  it has been awhile since i have posted anything in here.  I guess i will start with what is going on in our life right now.  Cayne and I are living at Justin's until we can get a place which I hope is soon.  I just can't wait until we can get back on our own.  I am tired of depending on someone else.  If we have to depend on someone else, I ( Read more... )

We moved.  We are at wunt wendy's now.  Well right now we are at justin's so I can see my parent's tomorrow for my

21st birthday!!!

So we have been having some problems at home.  We hate to be there.  And now they think that we are lying to them.  Like we have been stashing money away from them.  It pisses me off.  When we were 'discussing' things it was like his dad was mocking us.  I think that they believe they can act like that because they think we don't have anywhere else ( Read more... )

 Well we are in Sturgis again.  We were home for one night and didn't think we could go through the rest of the night.  haha Cayne's mom and brother were fighting.  They didn't say anything to us.  But then again his dad hasn't really been home ( Read more... )

So Cayne and I had planned to go see mewithoutYou in Chicago on the 20th.  We had been planning it for a couple of months and saved money and everything for it.  Cayne's parents knew that we were going and knew how much we wanted to go.  His mom told me that we had to bring the money we owed them to Bronson before we left, which I understood.  So I ( Read more... )

Cayne, Jon, Justin, and I are going to see mewithoutYou.

suck on that.

I don't usually ask for help.  I can usually do a spread for myself, I don't usually let things intervere.  However, I am having surgery on Tuesday, and I am absolutly TERRIFIED!  I have tried a few times to do a reading, but I am so scared that I am reading other things into it.

I was wondering if someone could please do a spread for me.  I want ( Read more... )

So it is 4:07 in the morning and I cannot sleep.
It sucks.  My side/kidney is hurting so bad right now and I am miserable.
I can't wait to have this surgery done and over with.
Hopefully things will start to feel better afterwards.
I don't know if any of you have ever had a kidney stone, but I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
I was reading today ( Read more... )

hey everyone.

Things here are going... well not so wonderful.  And it's not our baby girl and it's not Cayne and I.  It's just me.  I don't know why, but I am feeling miserable.  I am so sad and so confused about it.  I get down about little things, and then I make up fictional stories in my head to make me feel worse.  Mind you, these are things ( Read more... )

Hey everyone.  It has been a long time since I have updated.  Life has been busy with the little one and all.  She is doing great though.  At her one month appointment she had gained nearly 2lbs. and grew 2 inches.  She is very colic-e though.  Which sucks b/c that means that almost every minute that she is awake, she is screaming.  It makes me sad ( Read more... )