( for a while anyways )

( *sighs* )

( *sighs* it was last week Monday evening... )

( cut 'cause I can and it's long and I still like doing cuts!! )

I've made a decision... I'm not going to get involved with anyone else for whom I am not first... I don't have to be only but I need to be someone's first... I need to have someone whom I can devote time and energy towards that doesn't have other people in line in front of me to prevent them from accepting that from me ( Read more... )

Sir and I spent the two nights bedwarming... god damn was that a lesson in being a masochist... handsome man whom I respond to very strongly as a sub and in bed with him... but just cuddling. *growls and sighs ( Read more... )

so the weekend was not as emotional as I had originally worried about ( Read more... )

this is a specific journal entry limited to everyone... except any of the men that I'm currently, or have in the past year, played with and people who will get back to them... *slumps* in other words, I'm about to keep something from Master, Sir, and J ( Read more... )

so this is the weekend that I'm going to get to see Master, Sir and J all at the same time ( Read more... )

but I don't really have anything that I want to seriously talk about right now ( Read more... )