for two hours we sat watching the new dawn fade in through rusty tin can binoculars
the sky a wash in the vagabond heat of nature's decay
"kiss me," she said; the words dripped from her lips (the words "kiss me" dripped from your lips)
and we sank, two forgotten fossils into earthen tar
fading out beneath the sky and the horizon 
these were simpler ( Read more... )

a chambermaid in squalor pours out water
to polish the floor of the slaughter house.
the by product of sweat, disallusion and gloom
makes the room less of a shrine than a tomb.
and she lay, prostrate to God on the ground
stripping off flesh to be sold by the pound
(Oh, she'll fetch a nice price)

how do you ask someone out? i haven't really done that since ( Read more... )

i don't beli
eve
in the
sun

how can it shine down on everyone?

to bring whoever reads this and not my other journals up to speed a little bit with what's been going on in my life.

• school ended and i got good grades
• i drink too much
• my parents are getting a divorce
• i finally like a girl again but i'm too big of a pussy to ask her out
• which is compounded because it's actually two different girls

“Christ, what else could go wrong ( Read more... )

I had this weird dream this afternoon while I was taking a nap ( Read more... )

i don't really know what i want anymore

i'm glad i finally took the time to figure out how to fix that

man i forgot how good the truelove's demo cd is
not only is it -that good- i also get to be nice and pretentious while i listen to it because only 35 copies of it were ever made.

.. that's me in a nutshell right there

no this is me in a nutshell ( Read more... )

i can distinctly remember feet tapping on carpet floors, creeking doors, and empty coors in my new years past. i can remember a sinking feeling, thinking, feeling (touch caress undress).
not too hasty just too damn fast.