Well...shit. I think maybe when I said that one was going to be my last entry, it should have been. I've gained much insight on the real thoughts and actions of others from the latter portion of last year up until now. Sure, I could sit here debating what's been said, about how obviously was still bitter about this or that, and how I was still ( Read more... )

pure random thought-age

last night: cowboyyys. yay! that was fun I danced and danced until I think my feet fell off.

OUCH! 
I just scratched my under eye too hard.

anyway, tonight: more liver abuse.

tomorrow: laundry day booooo. and at night? well.. I think it's going to go down in history.
growing up sucks in many ways. I mean, I'm holdin my own but ( Read more... )

sometimes words can really sting.
which is why.....
One of these mornings
Won't be very long
You will look for me
And I'll be gone

changed my hair. a little. as much as I loved the pink/purple mixx in the front, it was alot of work. n-e-way, i got a pretty damn good amount lopped off, and I dyed it all one colour. This is pretty much my low maintenance ( Read more... )

not too much going on. i'm in one of those awkward quiet phase things right now. not that i'm awkward n quiet, but my life is. there's not much happenin right now, which is alright for the time being, i worked a billion and a half hours it seemed these past few weeks, and since we actually work over there, it's tiring. I wish I could find a job ( Read more... )

Fuck yeah!

jello shots + vodka + beer + rock band + good friends = good times!!!

true true, old friend, true true..

Dead as dead can be
The doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ablility
To become
My perfect enemy

Wake up and face me
Don't play dead cause maybe
Someday I'll walk away and say
"You dissapoint me"
( Read more... )

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much ( Read more... )

Work has been quite busy. Normally it's not like that but since it was election day business spiked. Not bad until my computer went down..oops. I didn't do anything to cause that but of course raymond had to tease me about it.

School is going decently I'd say. I'm suprised at the amount I sleep, considering the things I've been trying to juggle ( Read more... )

I need to remember to call Anna or Brandy tomorrow to see what's up..

god I keep yawning!!

It feels cold to me right now. Well, not cold, but cool.
I wanna press fast forward. Kinda..yeah, yeah I do just to see what's comin up. I <3 my weird unpredictable life. Stuff's gotten remarkably easy going and nice since I found out who's been the lying shit ( Read more... )

^_^

I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!! I LOVE HIM SO FUCKIN MUCH!!!

Damn I'm coughing up all kinds of nasty shit.
I'm sick of being sick! I thought it was my allergies but I dont think it is now.

Fuck whatever.

I need to get my shit together so I can leave..