Holy crap I got drunk last night. I mean DRUNK. Jeez....
I'm not gonna drink for a while last night just because I ate cheese soup which I ended up throwing up when I got home. Now I remember why I quit drinking whiskey!
Plus I'm a little hung over so ...hehe. Can't say I had a whole lot of fun, but can't say I didnt.
Another reason is that I think ( Read more... )

The loneliness within me
Takes a heavy toll
'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soul
And the night is like a dagger
Long and cold and sharp

As I sit here on the front steps

Blowing smoke rings in the dark

O Gary Allen..I'm sry yer wife blew her head off... I'll marry you!

<3

His voice makes me shiver.

I had a great day today, almost for no reason at all. Just a good day.

I had an fun mini adventure with my madre today, we're silly peeps, I tell ya.

Anyway, despite the completely unecessary and strange nonsense I encountered right before the semester starts, I'm doing very well and not stressed about it at all like some sad little people I know. Or ( Read more... )

Such an energy

A fire impossible to extinguish?

O yes, I am my own limit.

I ♥ skool.

It = great now that I dont have weird junk to worry about. It really disrupts studying and retention, blah.

OMG I'm so excited about my hair, I dyed it pink, and so it's BRIGHT fucking pink on top then slowly fades to purple. Looks freakin' sweet.

I think it's quite likely, that I'm a terrible girl inside.

Walking circles, severing ties?

No.. I didnt.

I'm here. Always. I am the same in ways, in good ways. I am silent and accused?

Sure.

Do I deserve all this?

Probably, but I dont really know why.

But it's happening, it's real. All of it.

Soon enough I will be moving, and be done with it.

Thank gawd ( Read more... )

god I feel fucking nuts right now.

i feel weird.

I feel crazy I feel ugly I feel trappe I feel bored I feel bad.

I wish things were the way they used to be.

Things are fine between me and marvin but I dont know I feeeeeel............

bored.
stuck in a rut.
the same things every day.
Not a damn thing changes.

God semester just end already! I dont give 2 ( Read more... )

Perhaps it's time for an overhaul of thinking patterns.

Really.

I feel denied and unliked by people.

Not by friends, but by complete and total strangers.
That angers me.

It's like the only people that will ever like me are the ones that already do.
Like I already met my friend quota for the rest of my life.
That's weird.

Damn.

 So not much left of this semester.
Neat-o.

I need to turn in my history test by monday the 14th.
I have to read some article in history and write a paper about it by the 21st.
By the 24th I need to turn in my health project.
I also need to read about 3 chapters in history by next monday..yuck!!

Anyway... I think it will all go well.

Tomorrow I ( Read more... )

God what happened to me?
I deteriorate more and more every year/month/week/day/hour/minute/second.

I can't have what I want and I think it is going to eat me alive.