I sit, surrounded by great columns of ash and fire. An unholy, and unjust orchestra playing over the crackling and explosions. I see nothing but shadows and light. I feel like I'm waiting to be born into a new world. And when I do arrive, hell will follow with me. Death and disaster a plenty. Tears and torrents, flooding across the mountain ranges ( Read more... )

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Howdy do. An overall uplifting of spirits here, I've lately been looking at the Job Corps website. I know that I went through hell in the California Conservation Corps, but from what I've read and heard from others, Job Corps is a completely different ball park. I've been in contact with Paul Calvo (the owner of the management company in charge of ( Read more... )

Here's a simple list of recent events in my life ( Read more... )

Well, ladies and gentlemen, I'll be leaving august 2nd to San Louis Obispo. July 26th, I go to victorville to meet up with my recruiter and round up the things I need to take with me, get drug tested, etc etc. And that's that. I'm feeling better. More optimistic about things. That's good. Still scared and unsure about the future though, but I can ( Read more... )

devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless

God.....how a mood can change. All week, I've been happy...the sun has been shining, the mechs have been dieing and the cigarettes have been frying, and it's too damn frikkin hot. . .then...tears are falling...thoughts are calling...and my heart...refuses to beat. I sit here, staring into a computer monitor while other people are out with their ( Read more... )

Hitokri: Dude...have you ever wanted to shoot someone in the face with a shotgun?...I mean...really dwelled on it..pictured it ( Read more... )

When I was walking up the stairs...
I met a man...that wasn't there...
He wasn't there again today...
I wish I wish he'd go away.

Greetings anyone. I know right now nobody reads this except maybe for my friend Hyalus_anima. But for posterities sake. I'm feeling a bit better. I think it's my new diet. It's been more or less a steady stream of cancer, caffeine, and swanson microwave dinners. Mmmmm...cancer. I drove around for a little while today, took my sister to a job ( Read more... )