so i got a new house, a new car, and am ready to finish up my first semester in school! wow, so much has changed. i have to go and talk to a guy about a job tomorrow, which will be manual labor, which will make me skinny again. i can't wait. so i'm so exhausted that i can barely stand up, and i don't know what else to do to overcome this. i ( Read more... )

so we moved into our new house.

i'm so happy finally to be here and away!

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i sit here, at school way too early, and i wonder why i continually put myself through all this shit. mike and i have been getting along so great and last night all he wanted to do was tell me how to deal with my brother's situation, and what has allegedly transpired since. The problem that I had with all that was the fact that no one understands ( Read more... )

RIP Dr. Gonzo.

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damn i'm tired.
i dont know why.
maybe the caffeine will catch up soon.
sleep is a symptom of caffeine deprivation.
fark that.
i want sleep.

i wrote this long ass email to my mother today. i don't know why. i just missed her. i played with the IPFW high school honor band this weekend...they didn't have enough high school clarinets. why do people think that a large recorder is hard to play? anyway, the room was full of all these high schoolers' parents. and i found myself thinking ( Read more... )

i find life to be a pathetic waste of my time.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence


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