i think it's bad to have this day off right at the beginning of the semester. all i've done is wait for today, because i know that i've got it off...and all i've done all weekend is relax and see great bands. bah. whatever.

why do people assume because they don't know what you're doing that you're doing wrong?
wtf.

i'm having a good day. i just annoyingly went through all my brothers' quizzes and took every single one of them...and now i'm enjoying the insane clown posse. check it out ( Read more... )

i'm getting excited.
i start full time school for the first time since high school this week...in fact it's monday!
how retarded that i'm getting sooooooo.....excited.
i can't wait.
my chops are going to be so tired the first few weeks.
hopefully i will get them back quickly.
i can't wait.
haha!

other than that...the band.
that's about it.

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hung over.
in a bad mood.
trying not to fall asleep at work.
i think i need to eat food.
or something.
my stomach is making weird groaning noises.
i think it's more my ass than anything else.
arhg!!!

so i saw the passion on monday. i still can't deal with it. i have seriously not been to church since i lived in austin. so i don't know if that was why or what the problem was...but it was so hard to deal with...and it wasn't hype...it's hard to describe. of course i knew what to expect, but it was so intense when it was going on that i was ( Read more... )

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sitting here dreaming...
wondering...
do things have to be this way?
am i lost?
is there really something better?
is the grass really greener or does it change back to brown?

uninterested anymore.

try to fix things....things don't get fixed.

insecure at my job, with no options. but i'm not supposed to leave.

i must be blind or stupid or something because i truly don't understand what the point of living is anymore.

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