giving up is hard to do. why do i feel like such a failure? no one said anything to make me feel this way. i guess just the day in and day out bullshit kind of builds up after a while. maybe i'll find something where i'm more supported....but i know that the only way that i'll ever get support from anyone is if i change fields. quality is ( Read more... )

I guess I'm just feeling useless again ( Read more... )

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btw....thanx sweet324 for the awesome icon. go visit old_skool_icons!

Opening credits:And I Love Her - My Dad (The Beatles) Waking up:Good Morning - The Beatles Average day:Feelin' - Van Halen First date:Women in Love - Van Halen Falling in love:Yes I Can - Styx Love scene:With Your Love - Journey Fight scene:Ain't My Bitch - Metallica Breaking up:Signs of Life - Journey Getting back together:Starting Over - John ( Read more... )

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This morning I worry bout me sweets324. how be me sweets324 i wonder....did she get the fabulous paper done and can she handle living with us until Don gets out!? I love my sweets324 and i will do anything I can to help...you know, you and I should go hide out somewhere while things go down on sunday so no one comes home and takes stuff out on us ( Read more... )

I'm so not happy.

man it sure is quiet in here. i posted one of those surveys in my deadjournal. i don't know why i have two journals, but i just do. oh well. i'll just wait it all out. i've been such a bitch lately but on tuesday i worked out and it made me feel lots better. but i'm still a big fatty and getting bigger. stupid hormones. i give up. i want ( Read more... )

why is it that no matter how hard i try no one believes me? i bang my head against the wall with all these people...for nothing. the people in my life who have never hurt me i treat like shit, and the people who hurt me all the time keep coming back into my life. did you ever wonder why things like that happen? for christ's sake, all i want is ( Read more... )