the past does not exist, it has come and gone and will never again be. the future does not exist, as we will never be in the future. any place we are is the present. future is only a way that we can make ourselves not go insane from confusion and try to percieve another present event while looking at "time" in a linear way. the only thing that ( Read more... )

time once again for julian to share his life on the internet ( Read more... )

sunday. julia and me. and a photographer (drew kelly)

he did a photoshoot of us for stock photography for ads and shit, but we don't know what the project will be yet.

but its so awesome, you can check out the pictures. HERE.

so. i feel okay about all the shit in my head. i was officially diagnosed with 4 psychological disorders. and normally i would be really pissed about that and getting really down about it. but i'm okay, i'm getting the right help so whatever ( Read more... )

i know we were just talking about this, but ( Read more... )

[written last night ( Read more... )

I just got back from a trip to laguna.. one of the worst experiences of my life ( Read more... )

hello. i'm sitting here on the roof of my hotel, the only place with internet. i feel like a piece of shit, i need to take a shower, and i need to get home ( Read more... )

I was thinking today about the idea of finding out that I had just one week left to live ( Read more... )

"At one point I took 5 people and we locked ourselves in a builing for three weeks and took 400 micrograms of LSD every four hours. That is 2400 micrograms of LSD a day. ... We finally were just drinking out of the bottle, because it didn't seem to matter anymore." (from Be Here Now, by Ram Dass ( Read more... )