okay, so my date tonight went pretty well.  we went ice skating and i actually only fell twice in the hour we spent actually on the ice.  i think i've finally got the hang of going foreward, as long as i don't slide into someone else's rut that curves that is.  lost control a few times, but that's not when i fell.  the first time i fell was about ( Read more... )

so yeah, just got done with the "Needs" portion of my show budget for my S.P.  and HOLY HELL!  $3697 MINIMUM!  of course the wedding cake is at retail value and it's probably not going to cost near that ammount to make, but still! oy.  now i need to figure out where i'm going to get the funds for this puppy!

okay, so why do i always seem to fuck up at auditions?  i mean really.  i've been doing a lot of thinking and i know for sure that it's not performing in front of Ronn.  definately not it.  i may get nervous, but nothing near as bad as i did friday.  i don't think it was Matt Graber that made me nervous either.  complete stranger, thus he doesn't ( Read more... )

How to make a hobbitycostumer
Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

3 parts humour

1 part empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little curiosity if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

yeah. i can agree with that. also: take with a big dose of "life sucks" and it's dead on.

so yeah. auditions have come and gone.  yet again i can't count myself part of the cast.  somebody throw me a bone here . . . all i need is one good audition where i do get a part (any part, i don't care! even "i can't remember my monologue" guy got one! augh!)  i know, i'm already a director, but damnit, all i want before i graduate is a speaking ( Read more... )

so yeah, it's that time again. audition time.  oh joy.  i hate monologues.  i really do.  not that they can't show off some really awesome acting talent.  it just seems like every time i audition for anything i panic and get shaky. well here's the ones i think i'm gonna use

( first monologue )

hobbitycostumer is mostly likely to say the out-of-date phrase:Bogus

To:William Shakespeare


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so yeah, that job interview?  i kicked major bootage.  brought my resume of relevant work experience and ended up getting the job.  see . . . i'll be a sexy librarian yet.  woot!

so yeah. that was one hell of a weekend. i feel better though. i'm not sad oddly enough. moody, don't want to be messed with. regretful(but not about what you'd think . . . see below). but not sad. i guess i had to feel like it was my choice to let go and end it. hrm. bet that's a deep insight into my psyche for whoever can interpret it. I really ( Read more... )

so i think i've finally admited to myself that it's over and i need to move on.  guess i came to that conclusion today after my english class when i broke into tears.  we are discussing Tess of the d'Urbevilles and i just feel so much like tess at this point that it is not even funny.  i mean after all the shit i went through at the hands of  * ( Read more... )