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The last two weeks have been real tough. After the cut is everything that's been on my mind including lack of meds/anxiety to follow. Please be aware and don't read if you aren't in the place to do so. ( Read more... )

For a little under a week now, I've been really sick with some kind of throat flu. It's some type of resilient bug, and I can't seem to shake it. Today was the first day I woke up where I didn't feel worse than when i went to bed... so progress ( Read more... )

I'm kind of using this time to push off walking the dogs because it's cold outside and I walked dogs all day. So here's everything that's on my mind ( Read more... )

I've started dating a wonderful guy. He makes me happy and feel listened. We laugh, and do puzzles and function well around each other other. He is good, he is really really good. I do t feel conflicted around him. I don't feel like I'm giving up part of myself to be with him. That feels like a time change because it feels that I've always self ( Read more... )

My birthday was really nice. On the 22nd, i went over to Dan's house and we hung out and ate and caught Pokemon and took his dog for a walk around the monuments. When my birthday switched over, we were dancing to Lemonade in his living room ( Read more... )

This week, we decided to send my shitty coworker an email asking her to pick up more work and become more involved with the company. She responded with the most unreasonable, unprofessional, personal attacks on me. I believe she's now going to take all her clients and leave. The only route we can go is turning off her work email and opening ( Read more... )

I'm in the middle of a month long overnight with Camden. It's really nice because they let me bring Penny in exchange for a discount (plus Camden is the most social dog ever). So I don't actually feel like I'm doing any work by living with Cam this month. The guest room is the hottest in the house so I've been reading a lot in the tv room and ( Read more... )

Personally things continue to move forward. i've been working on feeling consistently compassionate toward others and myself. I'm going on dates. I'm trying to be more open and communicative toward friends. I'm communicating reassurances, and writing down those I receive. I'm letting myself do what feels good and makes me happy. I'm being gentle ( Read more... )

good news, I had so much fun I got very sick. It's just a head cold from "burning the candle at both ends," but boohoo? All week has been full of friends and eating food and getting reassured. Friday Shira came over and we watch Buffy. Then Saturday a carload of us drove to outside Charlottesville to go to an indoor/outdoor waterpark where we ( Read more... )