Comments | hollynycole: Frustration

hollynycole

Frustration

Dec 14, 2005 15:30

So the past couple of days.. well weeks should I say have been hard. At first it was all a rush, because I had so much to do that I didn't have any time to think about how I was feeling about anything. And now, all of a sudden, as things slow down. I'm getting this feeling that I'm stuck ( Read more... )

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pinkynzippy December 15 2005, 01:47:01 UTC

Become an investigator.

hollynycole December 15 2005, 18:59:35 UTC

oh believe me, I have. I'm still not letting this go, no matter how much he thinks I have... something has changed in him.

pyrricvitriol December 15 2005, 09:18:37 UTC

dump him <3
ill write a better response when sober

hollynycole December 15 2005, 19:00:00 UTC

LOL, it's unfortunately not that easy. I can't just dump him if I don't know for sure. So I'll find out first.

purplerose824 December 15 2005, 14:47:38 UTC

I don't know what to tell you. But I do think it is wrong for him to ignore you and talk to the other girls. It seems like he thinks you are not worthy of his attention. That is not good.

We are going to Sedona on the 23rd, Friday around 5 or 6. And we will be back on that following Monday. If you want to get away from everything you are more than welcome to join us. I would love to have you there.

hollynycole December 15 2005, 19:01:54 UTC

Yeah, I am starting to play the game too though, and that's kind of what's scaring me, because we might fall into this terrible cycle, where we fight for each other's attention in spurts.. No good.

I'd love to join you guys, but since I'll be 21 on the 24th I can't leave my family. But thank you for the offer Rosa.

purplerose824 December 15 2005, 19:26:23 UTC

Any time. Just want you to have a good holiday and a great birthday. Hope everything works out. :)

hollynycole December 16 2005, 18:34:19 UTC

Thanks Rosa. But I have a feeling, it's going to be all what I make it... Considering that is what it turns out like every year, I'll be good. I get really excited come christmas time.

bodiggins December 17 2005, 05:12:13 UTC

Slow down girl... What does he say when you talk to him about this stuff? Or does he even talk to you? Call me tomorrow night, I'm open for venting or whatever. :)

Thanks Tim hollynycole December 17 2005, 22:24:17 UTC

Sorry I didn't get this message till today. I have tried talking to him about it today. For instance I brought it up that a picture of this other girl in his phone is bothering me, and he met me with, "Well what do you want me to do? She's my friend." However this picture is a little over friendly. She's laying there all suductive. So I got mad. There are little signs that he thinks more of her than other girls in his phone. And maybe I'm looking too far into it, but I doubt it. The fact that he's putting up such a big fight because I'm asking him to erase a few pictures of another girl from his phone worrys me. I'm not stupid, and this act from his is just more and more disrespectful. I'll try calling, but I have a feeling that me calling another guy will be viewed as a way for him to throw the fact that I have male friends in my face

Re: Thanks Tim bodiggins December 18 2005, 04:00:40 UTC

Its okay that you got it today, you can call me anytime (I'll get back to this in a second).

I have to say, him getting defensice is USUALLY (not always) a good sign. As you probably know, it usually signifies some sort of guilt. Keep in mind, I don't know him so I'm just going off of "general" knowledge. I'd be worried about the other girl too if I was you...and if I was a girl :P.

Now, you do make a good point. I'd like to be able to help you/talk to you about this but he COULD go back and use that against you, so I'll leave it up to your best judgement on that one. But, if there's anything I can do to help then let me know. Good luck kiddo.