i am truely happy. truely truely happy. im not certian of everything in my life, but yet i am still truely happy. this christmas didnt seem like christmas. im not really sure why. it wasnt bad, i just wasnt aware at all times of the christmas spirit. im having an awesome vacation though. wouldnt choose to spend it any other way then i am spending ( Read more... )

it been so long. things have changed. people have changed. its amazing how fast that can happen. sometimes i long for the old days. other times, im glad they are gone.

what a week. i have been very proud of myself though. i have been trying really hard not to dramatisize (if thats a word) things in my life. cause i do that sometimes, alot of times. but i personally think im doing better lately. so my lack of roomate is starting to scare me to. i have some maybe's but until i have a for sure, im gonna worry. i ( Read more... )

wow, back online. it feels good, im not gonna lie, although i can tell that my typing skills are suffering due to the time of absence. it will get better. im pretty much beside myself with excitment. why you might ask? cause tomorrow is my freakin birthday!!!!!!!!!! the big 19. i know some of you might say that isnt a big deal but i have come to a ( Read more... )

so i havent updated for a long stinkin time. alot has happened. to much has happened. we will catch up later. i miss people alot lately. i miss old coldstoners, i miss ex's, i miss just people.

so today officially sucked. for many reasons. thanks to my friends, it wasnt as bad as it could of been. i have a headache and have to take my car in tomorrow to find out whats wrong with it. i hate doing that. i did however get to see dan today which was nice. i needed it. so im about to go to bed but thought i woudl update while im at it. loves ( Read more... )

camping camping camping camping. can you tell im excited???? cause i am soooo excited. we leave today for detroit and tomorrow dan meets us up there. last years camping left me with burns which turned into blisters, some random bug that kept biting me to the point where i was panicing cause he wouldnt stop and i couldnt kill him, and lots and lots ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good day. i slept in till 9:30 which hasnt happend in forever. just putted around until three when me and mike met up with alex and headed to the beach. we playe in the sand and tried to stay away from the water because it was freezing. we met a dog who none of us agree on his name and ate a butt load at mo's. good times good times.

its an insane thought. could we really do it? im afraid to entertain the notion for fear i would get to excited and actually follow through. it would be a hell of a story. a good way to declare our independence. fun times for sure. but could we do it? could i handle it? would it be a thing i regret jumping into later or something that i regret ( Read more... )

o my gosh. so long since i have updated. i felt i need to at least let you know that im still alive. barely. i am burned out. BURNED. i have been working morning to night and it seems liek i have been doing this forever when in reality, it has been two weeks. lame. and i even had some days off in that time. thanks to my love mike at the stone, ( Read more... )