so i have been up since 4:15. why? because i start my new job at petsmart today and i need to still get my cakes done. tired, oh so tired. until i figure out how to juggle two jobs, i have a feeling im gonna be tired alot. o well. more money, on my way to move out.

so i was sitting in church this morning and thinking. the crazy thing is that in less than a year, i will be moved out and on my own. that mean no parents. i will be making decisions for myself. what a consept. and i understand that i will have times when i will be wishing for those times when i was taken care of but in a strange way, im looking ( Read more... )

so life is going back to normal. how it always use to be. a little different. not really different for the better or for the worse. just different. i need a good steady job that i can live off of. if anyone has any ideas, i will be more than happy to hear them. so i wanna go to the tulip parade tomorrow. hope it happens. but for now, i am going hop ( Read more... )

i hate my brain. it needs to not be dumb. this is better. we both had to much going on. to many complications. it was a decision, right or wrong im stayin with it.

so my finger hurts. and why you may ask, cause my cat scratched the crap out of it. i brought it upon myself though, we were playing near his scratching post. never agian ( Read more... )

so many desicions to be made in a little amount of time. so i was talking to the good ole bf last night and he deals with change well. i however dont and was trying to explain why this whole thing stresses me out. i dont like change and i really dont like desicions that i have to make that will bring change. i have been presented with many ( Read more... )

we fricken sold our house. we have to be out by june 10th. to much is going on for this girl

I AM SOOOO NERVOUS!!! i dont deal well with pressure. i want to thank all of you who had are helping me through my nervousness.

im at my sister's house right now. always fun times to be had here. we had a night filled with chevys, getting lost on purpose, dead racoons, shopping, gap boys, fountains, pennies, look backs, cigars, krispy kreme, and afv. i crashed on the floor. you know that you have had a good night when your so tired that you can crash on the floor no problem ( Read more... )

i screwed it up. why do i always do this?