Damn I am not going to even start on what is going wrong now. Just everything. Everything with myself. I am an idiot I really am. I really do hate how stupid I am. I don't even want to get into to it. The thought of everything makes me so completly appauled with myself. I am going to force myself to go to the gym now to take care of some of this ( Read more... )

Ok so when I woke up today, the first thing that I did was inspect my ankle. My entire ankle is fucking purple. Get that the whole fucking ankle is purple. Thank you mother fucker. Thank you very very much for the purple ankle. All is quiet here. I am at my parents house. I came over to have a drink with them and the are missing. Don't know what ( Read more... )

Teacher decided to let us out 15 minutes early today, instead of keeping us 15 minutes late. damn what a fucking surprise. Anyhow SXS rocked ass! My ankle is all fucked up looking and swollen because of some dominant male mother fucker. He fucking kicked the hell out of it when I was coming out of the pit. oh not to mention the fucking bruise on my ( Read more... )

neon, vega and i went to sxs last week rock~ damn neon you need to send me those pictures soon~ ah that is all that i have to say right now

oh yeah I forgot everyone get drunk! St.Patty's Day!

Fuck I mean to say his bday was on the 11th I fucking knew that........the 14th was something else.......it would have been six years together on the 14th.

My internet was fucking up all morning. D had said that he was going to come over yesterday to get some more of his stuff, but he was not able to. He came over earlier to look at my computer and get the stuff he needed. It hurt so bad. I tried as hard as I fucking could to not cry around him. He was being so nice. Why couldn't he have been nice to ( Read more... )

Unfortuanatly this will be another night of coffee, no sleep, and books. I must finish the research paper that is due on the 31st. I hung out with sister Monica all day today. I found myself in San Marcos much longer than I would have liked to have been. I guess I knew that when I got home, I had books to look foward to. Oh shit I found KIDS at ( Read more... )

Damn accomplishing shit feels awsome! English paper down, now History research paper. Damn that is going to suck. All kill me now someone please!

So I would like to say that I have been working hard on my research paper for History class. That would be a fib though. Actually I did start on it. I found that all of the books that I checked out from the library do not give any info that I need. And now it is Spring Break and unfortuatly the library is closed. So I started on my English paper. ( Read more... )