ALLEN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED.
he got me a lovely ring that i will never take off.

i'm living w/ the man i'm going to marry!

we have a song i still can'y belive i'm this happy and in love

(X the ones that apply, technicalities count ( Read more... )

i haven't writen here in a while. i was just thinking that my only journal that is not offliated w/ an ex is my deadjournal, but i can't remember my name on it. let me know if you do.

class sucks, and i hate being here b/c the ppl love to talk bunches of shit, it really shouldn't bother me, but for some reason it does. i guess i'm not as evolved as i thought. but hey whatever ( Read more... )

hmm...lets see, i'm in school. school is not cool! i'm talking to amy. i'm all confused b/c paul's being nice to me which seems odd b/c he has been a cunt for the past few days. i'm saving up to go to nyc in may, that should be fun, i look fwd to seeing ppl who can read and dont like cows. i dont i have been having so many odd fears lately ( Read more... )

i'm talking to 7 right now, i just wanted to share what he said..
" my ass might be a little dumb, but i'm not a dumbass "
thats me lol..naive

ugh! school started today, really sucks b/c i have 2 classes w/ paul and he acts like cunt. my books still haven't came and it's stressin me out. theres so much snow outside, its crazy, yesterday i was walking to work and it was up to my knees, the night before i got frostbite on my way home...i love it here. sigh! thats ok, not stds for me!

i'm done w/ this stupid bullshit, i should have known it was a bad idea! i mean i did, but i guess at the time i didn't care. but yeah, don't come here, i dont think i should sleep w/ you.

i'm at my parents right now, i'm kinda scared to be home right now b/c this crazy guy from work is stalking me and hugging me and stuff. paul was an ass at the party on sat. he kept asking me if i wanted to touch him...we was way drunk. he was bleeding out of his head, it really scared me and made me realize that i do still care for him, i deff ( Read more... )