I feel freakin lucky in a lot of ways. I was walking through the mall yesterday and was put into a stance of slight shock when a came upon a lady that had no neck. Her head was buried into her torso and she slightly resembled an egg. She seemed very happy and well put together as far as the way she dressed and they way she styled her hair. I ( Read more... )

I was offered the counter manager position officially today along with a raise. But all the stipulations that came along with the upgrade made me nauseous. I've been working really hard to maintain my counter now that I'm the only person there to run it. For the month of October I beat LY with a percentage above--that hasn't been done in six ( Read more... )

I've been studying acting and found this old footage from Michael Cane. I've actually learned quite a bit from it. My favorite part was the last when a student asked Michael what he does to relax during a role. Michael said, "Pretend you have no enemies," that's awesome!

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On a different note, I'm craving having children. I know that's a retarded statement but I can't help it--it's my hormones. I'm 27 and I feel the need to breed. I've had dreams of having a beautiful little boy and then later a beautiful little girl. I loved them so freakin much ( Read more... )

I don't want to be a contributor of pain in anyone's life. I feel everything, and right now this has to be one of the worst feelings to endure. In the years I've spent dating, I've always sacrificed my own heart's desire in order to avoid hurting others, I'm that conscientious of everyone involved ( Read more... )

I don't understand why almost every man I've met, dated, been romantic with--equates love with physicality...or sex, or whatever! I love just for love's sake....arghh

I must be a sucky livejournal friend...sorry guys, if any of you are left. KZ? Anyone? :(

I went in to the Indian Hospital today to have some blood work done at the lab. My primary care doctor wants to see how my B12 level is after I told her I've been a vegetarian for two years. I freakin hate needles btw...yuck yuck yuck ( Read more... )

I went to a book signing at the new Mesa Arts Center to hear Allison Dubois talk about her new book "We Are Their Heaven." You may know of her from the hit NBC series Medium, they base the show on her life, helping the police solve all kinds of cases from murder to missing persons cases. Patricia Arquette portrays her character. I'm not into new ( Read more... )

I was traveling around Russia we were driving in some van or old bus. I was getting in trouble because I was messing with the rear view mirror that was located in the middle of the dash board?? I said I wanted to move there even though it was freezing. Our tour guide a black American guy laughed and said he felt the same way 30 years ago. I ( Read more... )