i honestly don't know why i'm writing in here again. i hate livejournal. it has bad memories associated with it.

i'm listening to FFTL "secrets dont make friends" and it reminds me of so many good, yet bad memories. funny how something so simple as a song can bring back rushes of emotions. listening to "emily" by FFTL will always make me think of ( Read more... )

hi there.
i'm way over lj.

adios.
<3

i am MAD tired right now, but unfortunately i do not want to go to bed. which is sad, because i got about 4 hours of sleep last night. oh well. shit happens ( Read more... )

that fucking asian kayla is out to fucking get me.
apparently because she's not happy, that means NO ONE is allowed to be happy.

jesusfuckingchrist.

now i know why dave hates me so much.
based off the things you're telling people, i would hate me too.
TOO FUCKING BAD NONE OF THAT IS FUCKIGN TRUE.
really. stop. i'm not even the reason he broke up with ( Read more... )

i write in this journal, only for my sake, obviously.

thanksgiving was nice. it's always just nice. i like being around my family though. and katie and john were there. as much as i complain that i hate katie, i really don't. i just blame her for the shit my family's been through, which i shouldn't. but i got to watch fast and furious, tokyo version ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking life.

fuck.

today was fucking drama filled and it was ridiculous and completely un-necessary ( Read more... )

We broke up.

oh SHIT, yo.
i haven't updated in forever. or maybe it just seems that way. that's probably it. because this week was the longest week of my entire fucking life.

"Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some ( Read more... )

i just had my heart broken.