List of things that're too bad ( Read more... )

The knowledge that I will love Rod forever is kind of hard to accept sometimes. I know this guy will always screw me over and always make me miserable. I've named my ulcer after him for chrissakes. But like... I don't know. He's so important to my life, and I will always always love him no matter what happens or what we go through together or not ( Read more... )

OK, so Anna's newest problem is pretty standard and pretty simple.

I like boy, I can't get boy.
Once again, he is a nice boy
Once again, he would be good for me
and
Once again, I will fail miserably.
Crash n burrrrn baby!

--Anna--

So last night I went to my second seder with like a bunch of my friends, and it was relaly fun for the most part. Drank a shitload more of wine than anyone ever should, had some matzoh, told the story of Passover and had a generally good time ( Read more... )

So I really honest to God have no idea what the FUCK happened last night/this morning. I'm not really sure which is which...and I guess I'll just recount it here ( Read more... )

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If Sonya moves to California with Ryan then I officially quit at life. I seriously can take no more of this bullshit. It honestly really truly is like every time I start really caring about a person and appreciating having them in my life, I lose them ( Read more... )

I don't even know why it makes me so sad to know that like, he did that or whatever. It feels like I'm slowly tearing myself apart, but I'm kind of OK with that ( Read more... )

So much new stuff to write, since I haven't really updated aside from writing that entry from the last time I was on acid, which was just me copying it from a piece of paper I found ( Read more... )

Such perspective, such bright bright love. I can feel it swirl through me, watch it go into and between and around my fingers, a part of me, mixing and swirling with the cells inside in bright technicolor foaming hues, singing of immortality ( Read more... )