The past two weeks were amazing. The Green River in Utah was beautiful, mountain biking in Moab was amazing, and of course the Grand Canyon was even better than I imagined. The weather was beautiful, the scenery was amazing, the wildlife there was aweseome. I saw four rattlesnakes. They were cool. I really like the west. If my profession ever ( Read more... )

Things have been odd lately. I got my Tri-M letter in the mail today. It's June. I think this usually happens in December. That's odd ( Read more... )

I guess I don't know what to say. I should be happy, but I am not. I am not mad, angry, or even that upset. I am more confused. I want to know why, but I can't ask. I suppose I could make an effort to find out, but will it even be that satisfying? It'll probably hurt even more because it'll turn out to be something I could've prevented. ( Read more... )

There are eight days of school left. 3 are full regular days full of fun and excitement bullshit and then finals begin. Math - bring it on jackss, German - pretty easy, Wind Ensemble - Oh shit! I didn't study, Chem - I need to study, but I'll be alrigth, History - I'm fucked, English - I pretty much think I am fucked ( Read more... )

I am nervous about everything. The past few months have gone so fast that I have no time to get everything done. I am not ready for Grand Canyon. Not at all. I am so fucked. I am not ready for finals. They start in less than a week. I haven't even though about those. Band Dinner coming up. Again, not as ready as I should be. I almost feel ( Read more... )

So percussion ensemble is over. Clapping music was. I am relieved, happy and dissappointed. I kinda sucked, which pissed me off because I know I am better than that and I have never been that bad before. But then again, it's over and I don't have to worry about that anymore ( Read more... )

Today my doctor told me I only have 14 days left to live.

APRAL FOOLS

You're still stuck with me...

bitches

Last night was the final show of Kiss Me Kate. I can say I loved being in the pit band and I am sad to see it go. I really hope I get the chance to do it again, but I am worried I won't. I don't know what will happen the musical next year, but no matter what, I will do it if asked to ( Read more... )

Today was a good birthday. I really didn't do anything, and I like it. I haven't had a day like this in a long time. It's good to have once in a while ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. Were we really that great? No, but we weren't half bad. The feeling was exhilarating though. I wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be. It's nice not really being able to see anyone. I just kept telling myself it was no different than a rehearsal, and I didn't even feel that nervous. I did make a few mistakes, but I ( Read more... )