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insight and inspiration by the onset of fall
its not very often these days that i find myself inspired and insightful enough to write in here. however, tonight i felt like i have come up with something worth saying. i fell that the mixture of reading a well-written book along with having sat outside this chilly night and delighting in the eminent characteristics of the onset of fall. i ( Read more... ) -
same as it ever was...
It's a white room ( Read more... ) -
DO NOT PITY ME. I DONT WANT IT.
i used to be happy. and life used to make sense. and it feels like every time someone tells me something it always turns out to be a lie. life is sucking hard right now cause i cant figure any of this shit out and im not gettin any help from anywhere. im over school. im over trying to figure women out (any of them). im over work and the two ( Read more... ) -
is something missing, or is there something there that shouldnt be
lately ive felt like there is something about my life that needs to change. the past few days ive not felt much like myself and i really cant tell why. ive got this feeling like there is something that is wrong but i cannot put my finger on it to save my life. its like there's a part of me missing that i know should be there. but what part. ( Read more... ) -
sometimes i think im losing grip...
im so tired. but i cant sleep for one reason or another. there seems to be so much going on with me right now, but none of it is of any relevance to any of you so i dont write about it. however, if you are that curious, ask me and i will tell you. so tired.... -
fuck you, here's your knife back.
so i guess this is the only way i can really get this out. i was stabbed in the back this weekend by my best friend. im not going to use any names since i dont usually like to, but if you ask me, i will tell you, because i just dont care anymore. there is this girl that i like. liked. who i thought was really cool. hard to hang out with since ( Read more... ) -
chuck norris = unparalleled badass!!
A FEW RANDOM FACTS ABOUT CHUCK NORRIS ( Read more... ) -
close the door when you leave
fuck. first i need to say something... i hate this, i hate this, i hate this. i hate landing myself in such fucked up situations and wondering whats going on. hate it. i hate people telling me to wait shit out. im tired. and i dont mean that i want to go to sleep. or maybe i do. and never wake up. no. fuck that. im not interested in ( Read more... ) -
bad memories sandwiched by good times...
well last night was fairly interesting. thomas and i have decided that once a week one of us will cook dinner at our houses and will have people over to eat. last night was porkchops, easy mac and ceaser salad (from a bag). jeff, bia, and julia came over to join us for supper. i had this great idea to take some ritz crackers, put them on a ( Read more... ) -
finding the path you want to walk
what is a person supposed to do when they are unhappy with their lives? that is the point i am at currently and the question i have been asking myself for the past few days. so many things that i try to accomplish, are watched as they fail miserably. i know that there are things about my life that i would desperately like to change, but even if ( Read more... )