I really want to scream. I have never been more frustrated in my life. I am so sick of moving every year. I am sick of dealing with asshole landlords and piece of shit leases. I really want to get out of my lease but don't know how. And even if I did, I have to be out of my house in 12 days. I would never find a place to live that quickly. I just ( Read more... )

I really just don't feel like writing my english paper so I'm putting it off a little bit longer ( Read more... )

I had one of the worst days ever at work. And that just doesn't happen very often. This week in general has sucked because Monday I work by myself, Wednesdays I work mostly by myself, and then on Friday this week I'm working by myself. Even though I have someone I work with on Thursdays she's so stupid and does nothing that it's more or less like I ( Read more... )

It's Christmas time and you are definitely not supposed to bury your child ever, but especially not at Christmas time. I know that I am an overly sensitive person, I cry all the time, over the smallest things. But today one of my former classmates died. And it is hitting me hard. I can barely even call him an acquaintance because we were only ever ( Read more... )

Sometimes I swear I'm ADD. I can only stay focused on studying for like 30 min max and then I have to do something else for like 10 minutes and go back to studying. Gah. I'm working on my take home final right now. It's super easy and should only take me like an hour tops but I just can't stay focused lol. One final tonight and another one tomorrow ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is 11/11

4 years ago I made a decision that changed my life forever

I can't believe it's been 4 years. It feels like yesterday.

I am never much fun to be around this time of year.

I think I've officially decided to NEVER live with anyone again. It's not that we don't get along or that I can't handle little quirks or habits. One of my roommates is never home and we are barely friends anyway. The other girl I live with I've considered to be one of my best friends my entire time here at IU. Upon living with her I've realized ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to describe what it feels like to find out one of your exs got married. I didn't date this guy recently. Not even for very long. But we always stayed really good friends. It just hurts in a weird way. Last year another guy that I had sorta dated got married. I'm only 21 and already people I've dated are getting married. And I' ( Read more... )

I wish I could remember what it felt like to be happy. And to be loved. I miss those feelings ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those really horrible weeks. That just doesn't seem to want to end ( Read more... )