I really just don't get it. I've tried for 4 years to get you to like me. I've listened to everything you've said about girls, what you like and what you don't like, and I've tried to change and become that girl. But it's never enough. You meet her and she's just perfect and I don't get it. She's not what you say you like and yet you are all over ( Read more... )

do you ever think you will notice me or am I just wasting my time on you?

I'm sick of caring. I'm sick of feeling. I'm sick of all of it. I just don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to care about anyone and I just want to be happy. Is that so much to ask? I just want to be happy. Why can't I be happy? The two guys that I really want don't want me and I'm sick of trying to get them to want me. I just want to give up ( Read more... )

Why? why did he have to go and bring all this shit up tonight? it was such a good night, I was fine, wasn't depressed. and now I'm fucking sitting here crying and I can't understand why I let a guy get to me like this. but I love him, I really do. and it's pathetic and immature and I just need to move on and I can't. why can't I? why can't I just ( Read more... )

so yeah
three months since last post
not much has changed
senior now
and yeah i rock :)
um still no car
found out i have vertigo
which sucks
ummmmmm jacob and i are talking again
single...still
and yeah thats all
so bye!

so lets recap
got my tongue pierced
crashed my car
put in my notice to hallmark
um
sucked at life
and thats about it

so i got my lisence.
so now i rock
:)

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scew the panties!
buy the thong!
party hard!
all night long!
school is hell!
sex is heaven
we're the class of
2007!!!

so i have decided that i hate summer and it should die. its fucking hotttttttttt! and i swear we are all going to die. it was pouring this morning. i mean wtf?