you dont love me

I GOT MY PERMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so im just gonna say it. i miss jacob. not like he cares or he will ever know cuz he doesnt read my livejournal. but ive been hiding it and pretending i dont miss him. and its just good to get it out there. i mean i miss talking to him and having his advice on things. but so many things went wrong i dont think it will ever be possible to really be ( Read more... )

so i just realized that my baby was born today...me and roxy have to go pick her up when she gets better
her name is mildred agnes tenneheim

so i went to the er saturday because my ear hurt so bad. i couldnt stop crying. they gave me a shot or morphin in my hip and then sent me home with drops and meds and some vicodin. it helped but my ear is sooo plugged that my balance is wayyyyyyyyy offfff! it sucks im really dizzy and light headed

seriously
kill me now
im over being sick. sore throat, cold, now a fuckin ear infection!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
what next? the flu?
ha prolly just jinx myself
watch ill get it now
damn it!
spring break is supposed to be fun!
not like this

so being sick really sucks. i went to the doctor yesterday because my throat really hurt and i had a bad fever. my throat was also realllllllllly swollen. so they took a culture (stuck a q tip in my throat) but they said it wasnt strep. which i think it is. so they did another culture and ill get the results tomorrow. then today i woke up and i ( Read more... )

so yeah
i still love him
and it reallllllly sucks
:(

i have a stray dog in my backyard. its kinda cool. hes soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. omg hes such a lover. and hes mad cuz im not out there ( Read more... )

lets see how i write when im gone ( Read more... )