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[hopelost315]

I feel as if my dad threw a brick in my window
and ran today
and attaced to that brick was a lil note that said
Hey You have a baby brother!
ACCEPT IT!

I WANT SO BAD TO LOVE THIS KID.
I WANT SO BAD TO CARE FOR HIM AND HOLD HIM.
AND LET HIM KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIM.

but i can't until i know for a fact he is forsure my brother.
My dad

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[unhingedxmaniac]

you can't help the way you feel, so don't feel bad. give it some time to let it sink it and see how you feel then. even though you have doubts, you still have a chance to play a huge part in his life.

when was he born? and yeah, i do think it's kinda strange she just went ahead and named him after your grandfather without telling your dad.

[hopelost315]

yeah just as strange as her not wanting him to get a blood test done

she has serious doubt about the father

and i know i have a chance but i can't take the risk
of getting attached and then haveing that stupid bitch
rip him away from me.

and thats something she would do
thats why i want to be sure.
so if she does try and take him away my dad
has full rights to keep him ya know?

he was born dec 21st at 3:04 pm
the poor lil guy is stuck in a hospital
cuz he has a small hole in his lung
its so sad
and i want to go see him
but i can't get my self to do it.

i dont know what to do

[unhingedxmaniac]

that's fucking shady as hell..

i hope things work out, and i hope he turns out to be alright. what was it that she named him?

if you want to go see him, i'd be happy to go with you if that'd make things easier at all. and if i don't get to see you, have a happy christmas, and i'll hopefully see you soon.

much love, hun.