and i'm sorry for that but,
its not somthing i want the world to know about.

My life is fucked up right now
and a lot of things have happened
in the past that i'm just now finding out about
and well as bad as it sounds
i'm acting completely ignorant to all of it
even tho deep down its killing me

it sucks when shit like this happens
i dont know how to ( Read more... )

He doesn't even know.

[My Chaotic Life]
is a mere
Nightmare

My only
escape,
is to close my eyes
and
dream.

We all want what we can't have

but,

"Happiness is not haveing what you want
its wanting what you have"

I want everything i have and i'm happy with it
but why am i always searching for somthing more
when i have everything i could ever ask for?

I Confuse myself

Family, I Have alot of family members ( Read more... )

Trust,

there are very few I can.

and the list becomes smaller by the min.

RESPECT!!!

is it really that hard?
something needs to change

or i'm moving out!

i really dont want to move again
but i should of followed my heart last time
and moved in by myself
and not had roommates!

ugh!

With all these thoughts running through my head
you would think writing in this would be easy.

I wish i could let it all out
and get some help here
but I dont even know where to start

Somthing is wrong
I just dont know what it is yet
I just dont feel right

When i figure somthing out
i'll be back to ask for help

this is just my warning.

♥

"stay sweetly numb.
Remain lifeless, love.

Oh, I will be all right...
just use me, just use me.
The future's bright without me.
Spend some time walking the line"

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