I said my resolution was to find a direction and then to go with it (and then my sister made fun of me. she's a cunt). I'd like to add that I want to stop spending money on frivolous things like clothes and shoes and food and basically things that I don't need and don't bring me enough happiness to justify the expense. I need to save money because ( Read more... )

I think Im losing my mind.
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So one of our other kittens died. Just like that. Got sick on the 4th of July and died the 5th. I'm devastated.

I had a revelation last night. I wrote it on paper, but I'll transcribe it here just in case anybody's actually been reading my rantings.

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Good lord and god damnit! I can't believe I'm not over this shit yet. That freaking guy I was in love with like a year ago is still managing to break my damn heart. God damn! I just wish I could drop it! There's no reason for me to still be dwelling on this but I just don't know how to get closure ( Read more... )

So I've recently acquired a kitten, and he's the sweetest most PATHETIC creature I've ever met. You see, he's an 8-week old alley cat, and he's blind. But he's not just blind; his left eye is so infected that it's bulging out of his head and is covered in blood and puss and is all red and hurts. He doesn't act like it though, in fact he runs around ( Read more... )

Oh my god. I need a break. SO. BAD. School will be done and over with as of June 13 (a Friday! Yay!) but in the meantime, I can't even see the end. I am climbing up an enormous mountain and the summit is in the clouds. Big black clouds full of rain and lightning and scary thunder. I'm making an animatronic Big Bad Wolf mask for my graduate project ( Read more... )

Holy crap. I suck at jobs. I just got a new one, and it's TERRRRRRIBLE. I'm a fucking telemarketer! Of course it isn't the evil kind that just flips through a phone book, but that doesn't mean it doesn't suck. It's for the PA ballet and I basically call a million people and beg them for money, but mostly just listen to answering machines. Why did I ( Read more... )

http://www.b3ta.com/links/Star_Wars_Trumpet_Girl definitely a waste of time.. geez ( Read more... )

I'll start posting these again ( Read more... )