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I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See, I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field
All our friends they're laughing at us
All of those you love you mistrust
Help me I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else leftToday Megan leaves for Portland and I feel borderline desensitized to people I love leaving. I feel ( Read more... ) -
being in NF (this isn't home)
Being in NF is...so awk and weird. It does not feel like home. Especially when Kate and Ryan and other people aren't around. I feel like I am on an awkward vacation with my parents. It is so much more bearable being him when Kate/Ry are around. I think Laur is coming here tomorrow so that would be good too ( Read more... ) -
Soul mates
Your problem is you don't understand what the word "soul mate" means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably ( Read more... ) -
Graduation
I know, I know, I'm not graduating...But Leah's entry made me really start thinking about it ( Read more... ) -
Me, Dairy, and Acne
In the past year, my acne has gone from annoying breakouts on my chin, cheeks, and jawline to practically nonexistent. I NEVER have had nice skin. My skin is prone to dryness, ingrown hairs, stretch marks, and, since like 6th grade, constant facial acne. However, since this past summer when I stopped eating pretty much every form of dairy except ( Read more... ) -
From "The Sun-Dog Trail"
We are like sleep-walkers, and we walk in dreams until we fall down; and then we know we must get up, and we see the trail once more and bear the beating of our hearts. Sometimes, when I am walking in dreams this way, I ( Read more... ) -
ryan wrote this story for me in Oct. 2004
Ryan wrote this for me in 2004. It is so strange reading it. Like...obviously we had fought and something happened but I can't exactly remember why or what. I think it was the biggest "fight" Ryan and I ever got in actually. I remember that night my family went out to dinner at Villa Pasta and I started crying in the middle of dinner and it was ( Read more... ) -
a wonderful day
Today was a seriously great day! This morning, Grace, Leah and I decided to go out to breakfast at the Wooden Spoon, yum! When we got back, I just hung out, read my book, watched an episode of Modern Family, and then went to our lab meeting at 1. For some reason, I always DREAD our lab meetings, but they end up always being so funny and (usually) ( Read more... ) -
reading old entries and feeling better
Ryan and I were just talking online, which we like never do, but started to because he got a gmail and gmail chat is awesome! He brought up how Will stumbled across his livejournal somehow, and how him and Sharon and Ryan started reading through it. So I started reading through it...HOLY SHIT. Ryan is more hilarious in writing than in real life ( ( Read more... ) -
i love john mayer
So check it out right, I've tried every approach to living. I've tried it all. I haven't tried every thing, but I've tried every approach. Sometimes you have to try everything to get the approach the same, but whatever. I've tried it all. I've bought a buncha stuff. I went "ehh, I don't like that." I kinda came in and out of that a coupla times. I ( Read more... )