Journaling

[hostage_of_hope]

So so so tempted to weigh in today. I woke up and was getting dressed, fully naked in the mirror and thought... I don't look too bad! Turning around and saying.. yeah, I have curves. I've had five kids and I've lost 90 pounds.... I don't look too bad. Then I instantly felt guilty for being vain.

Comments

[bookgurrl]

Damn straight you look good girl! Nothing vain about that! You've earned the right to be a little vain! You've worked hard for your body.

Intuitive eating is a hard one for me too - because I rarely am hungry and rarely desire food. If I followed my body signals, I'd never eat! My body is all messed up and doesn't even know when it's hungry most of the time and I get full so quickly.

Interesting journal questions as always... very intriguing! I feel like I'm really getting to know you by reading these.

Hope you have a good day!

[hostage_of_hope]

Thank you!  And since you've actually seen what I look like I can receive it. Ha!

I feel like I'm getting to know you from your journals as well. I think we are very different in our approaches to life but I think our personalities would get along great IRL.

Maybe one day I can eat intuitively. I'm going to do more research on it. Because... I'm a dork. It seems to simple for what I've been through.

The only thing is I'm not Ok with my body choosing is size and shape. The book I'm reading says we wouldn't cram or size 10 for into a size 8. But. . I dont care. I'm Ok not being 127 pounds. But I'm at about my Max here.

[hostage_of_hope]

Thank you :-)

I can definitely see why is down the road. My hunger is either non existent or ravishing!